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TMNT - Shattered Mind - Part 8 – (Month 4 / Day 1)
(TMNT CC are AU based on 2003 version, April is 23 as the turtles are 20)
Warning (Rated: PG13) Disturbing Content, Foul Language,
(This is Not a Death Fic)
Please Don’t Read if you don’t like this stuff.
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Month 4 / Day 1
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(TMNT CC are AU based on 2003 version, April is 23 as the turtles are 20)
Warning (Rated: PG13) Disturbing Content, Foul Language,
(This is Not a Death Fic)
Please Don’t Read if you don’t like this stuff.
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Month 4 / Day 1
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Shuttering, huddled in the corner of the machine, April sat on the floor with her knees up to her face as she held herself; tears ran down her green skin then over her new plastron.
She was afraid of what she was now and what had happened to her, most of all she was fearful of the one person she trusted more then anything, in turn who did the unspeakable to her.
A flood of emotions overwhelmed her; the one that over power her at the moment was the anger that brewed inside her.
The anger made her start to regret ever meeting Donnie, ever having considered helping him, a deep part of her wished she never got involved with him at all.
Dark feelings pressed against her as thoughts things she wouldn’t ever think of came to mind, one such thought pressed guilt upon her for thinking it, was she should have left him in an alleyway, for someone else to help him out.
Everything she did was to help him and he repays her by doing this to her against her will.
(How could I have been so trusting… I should have taken it as a sign when he kept asking me to be his mate and when he was so insistent of me looking at that turtle book, that he might actually hurt me to keep me. He is sick and I didn’t consider he would dare to do such a thing. His brothers did say he was a genius, something like this isn’t out of his reach even in his condition… I thought he was different then this… when we first meet I thought…I should have gone through it then… How could I have been so naive?)
Slowly the door opened, not looking up she remained in her spot shuttering she was terrified of what Donnie was going to do to her now.
After she plainly rejected him, his eyes as she recalled were frustrated and full of anger, what else was he capable of; could he force her to accept him?
At that point she wouldn’t put it past him, if he was willing to mutate her, he might go as far as some how brainwash her to take his hand, she didn’t like the thought of thinking like this about Donnie, but after this she wasn’t sure of him anymore or of trusting him, for he did this on purpose, not some accident.
Still not looking up she could feel a pair of eyes on her then finally the silence was broken.
“Oh… no… April?” shocked Leo stood there at the door, not believing what he was witnessing.
Relieved it wasn’t Donnie, April slowly looked up, she tried to fight the tears as they just kept coming, slowly Leo came inside kneeling down to her level, “April…I…”
“Donnie did this, why would he do this?” she sobbed louder as her hands trembled, she waited for Leo to tell her it was just a nightmare and she was normal after all, but he didn’t, what happened really did happen.
“I don’t know, Donnie is not like this, he would never do this to anyone I assure you, especially to you…I…,” Leo voice trembled not sure what else he could say, for he knew what Donnie has done was something he wouldn’t imagine he would do, regardless, this situation should never have happened and Leo was in shame.
“Leo I’m leaving…I’m sorry, I know that I said that I would stay until your brother was better… but this, I don’t know where to start, there is no way to reverse it, is there?” she desperately looked at him for some form of answer.
Sadly he shook his head, “No when we found this machine a couple years back, Donnie tried to figure out how to help some humans that were mutated by this machine and failed… I thought this thing didn’t work anymore, Donnie even put it away for it was useless…”
“DOES THIS LOOK LIKE IT’S STILL USELESS,” April screamed at him in frustration.
Lowering his head, Leo sat on the ground fighting his own tears, “No… I don’t know when he worked on it or when he fixed it or why… I really don’t know, you see Donnie never really talked about what he was working on or the details of his machines in his lab half the time. When he put this thing away, he never talked about it; I just thought it wasn’t working anymore… This is my fault… I am sorry April, if I knew Donnie would do such a thing…I…,” Leo lost the battle as he started to cry as he too now was breaking down.
“Leo this isn’t your fault.”
With a sob Leo shook his head, “Damn it, I even warned you of the way Donnie was acting, and I was so blind. I shouldn’t have considered allowing him to over look his old notes, I should have realized that somewhere deep inside he would understand them… He must have seen the information on this machine… I…April please forgive me, this is my fault… this should never have happened.”
(Leo…)
Hugging Leo, April shut her eyes, she felt his pain, he was watching his brother unravel by the seams and now this… part of her wanted to still help, for Leo’s sake, for he became her best friend, even for Raph and Mikey, they became a big part of her life, a part she hasn’t had for so long.
(I want to stay but… I don’t know what I want anymore… what should I do…)
“Leo don’t beat yourself up with this… It’s not your fault you hear me. That said, I can’t stay Leo, please understand I know this is hard, but I don’t know how to deal with this. If I stay I have to see him everyday and I don’t think I can handle it not after this… I need to sort myself out; I am so lost Leo I don’t know what to think… I can’t trust him at the moment, please understand…”
Leo nodded, “April I understand, where will you go? You don’t have to tell me, but I just want to know for I can’t bare the thought of you just leaving and not knowing if you’re safe.”
Understanding and a bit wary of telling, she knew Leo wouldn’t tell Donnie and she didn’t mind him knowing, “My father has a farm house outside of New York I will stay there for now until I sort myself out… Then I don’t know…”
“April this is asking much, can I get you to bring a shell cell with you, if we need your assistance and if you want to talk, or keep in touch… As well if you want Raph can give you a ride or you can take one of the cars.” Leo offered.
“I will take a shell cell, but please realize I will not come back if there is a problem at the moment, I will answer any question you have but no more. I need some time away… I wouldn’t mind if Raph gave me a ride, there is a vehicle that is still functional at the farm. If not I can always get it working…”
Nodding Leo started to get up, but April stopped him, she wanted at the moment someone with her, looking at her he understood and kept holding her until she was ready, as she continued to cry on his shoulder.
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By: Sampsonknight
Word Count: 1,256
Warning: Warning (Rated: PG13) Disturbing Content, Foul Language, (this is not a death fic)
Please Don’t Read if you don’t like this stuff.
Disclaimer: The TMNT isn’t mine and this is just a fan fiction writing. No money is being made on this story.
Summary: After April finding herself in a cage makes an unsettling discovery, she finds herself in a situation she never thought possible. As she sacrifices everything, her way of life, to make things right. (TMNT CC are AU based on 2003 versions, April is 23 as the turtles are 20)
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Poor April...
Enjoy!
Part 1 (Day 1) = fav.me/d7dkb3f
Part 2 (Day 1/ 3 hours later) = fav.me/d7e7n9d
Part 3 (Month 1) = fav.me/d7ehl9n
Part 4 (Month 1 / Day 2) fav.me/d7f1i8r
Part 5 (Month 1 / Week 3) fav.me/d7fb41x
Part 6 (Month 3) fav.me/d7g3rnz
Part 7 (Month 4) fav.me/d7g3zo1
Part 8 (Month 4 / Day 1) Your reading
Part 9 (Month 4 Week 2) fav.me/d7is8ls
Word Count: 1,256
Warning: Warning (Rated: PG13) Disturbing Content, Foul Language, (this is not a death fic)
Please Don’t Read if you don’t like this stuff.
Disclaimer: The TMNT isn’t mine and this is just a fan fiction writing. No money is being made on this story.
Summary: After April finding herself in a cage makes an unsettling discovery, she finds herself in a situation she never thought possible. As she sacrifices everything, her way of life, to make things right. (TMNT CC are AU based on 2003 versions, April is 23 as the turtles are 20)
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Poor April...
Enjoy!
Part 1 (Day 1) = fav.me/d7dkb3f
Part 2 (Day 1/ 3 hours later) = fav.me/d7e7n9d
Part 3 (Month 1) = fav.me/d7ehl9n
Part 4 (Month 1 / Day 2) fav.me/d7f1i8r
Part 5 (Month 1 / Week 3) fav.me/d7fb41x
Part 6 (Month 3) fav.me/d7g3rnz
Part 7 (Month 4) fav.me/d7g3zo1
Part 8 (Month 4 / Day 1) Your reading
Part 9 (Month 4 Week 2) fav.me/d7is8ls
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ah the Joys of a damaged mind,* sits and ponders*